just want to people know who are u

Olla semua...lama x buka bloggg!!!yo la owng dok asrama kan urmmm...aku x tawu nk story apa kali ni dah stengah taun dah aku dok upper form aku dah gi kadet polis kat jeli...aku dah gi debate kat pekan pahang.... Hidup aku pon still mcm dulu still dgn fazmi hazim....urghhh dah lama au nk mention nma dia kat mana2....tapi aku tawu dia x suka...x da sapa tawu aku adalah 'awek' dia...erghh rasa mcm weird la bila sbut tu...aku asa aku ja kot yg tgilakan dia....aku bharap gila....asa bodoh x?? Aku nk dia tau....aku sagt5 ingin show to peopla that he is someone that is i love.. Erghh....yes kwn2 aku tau aku ada someone apecial tapi... Aku x tau nk gtau camna...aku just nk owng tau yg fazmi j hazim is someone special 4 me.. Erghhh....think of himm....its never stop... I adore him in my life.... I love him like damm but i dont know how to make his undrrstand he has someone else... Its make me hurt But i accept that bcoz i love him although he not love me anymore like b4 GOD PLZZZ....help me...